Pathetic

Is what I feel at the moment. I don't know where to go or who to tell about my problem. Just today the weather so hot that I can't even sleep. My heart also not feeling so well. Always the same. Pathetic..

How can I move on? I'm so tired. No love. Just an empty space. It just that I'm feeling so down all the time. Oh God, please listen to my pray. I'm slowly dying of broken heart. I need your help.

No matter how hard I try, things just don't work like it supposed to happen. All messed up.

Where are you? Come to me. Need you desperately. Am I being cursed by someone? How could they do this to me? How could they.........